Poetry of love

I am not begging you to love me
I am not really even asking you..
But , isn't it alright
If I cherish that hope in my heart?
If I dream of just holding your hand,
it will hurt me....not you.
I will try to keep my eyes from shining
when they see you..
And I promise
I will try not to smile a special smile
when you say hello
but,please....don't ask me....
Not to love you.